ache

My heart aches when I think about him. I feel the wind whistle through the emptiness in my body and I can’t help but cripple at the thought of it. I reel back at this and scold myself. I tell myself that I should not be so vulnerable and weak. I should be strong and confident in this as I continue to pursue relationships. But what do I do when it’s not reciprocated? Do I prepare myself now? Do I put up a million walls in case it all goes to shit? But what if it goes well? Do I break down those walls one by one? Do I let myself stare into his eyes and let him see into my soul? Or do I wait forever...

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