it is what it is

And as time passes, some things will never be the same again but we have to be okay with that because we are the ones who have to live with that at the end of the day. No matter how much we want time to reverse, some things have been said and some things have been seen and we can never go back to what once was. Every moment is fleeting. Every moment is different. Every day is a new adventure and at the same time a new obstacle. If I told myself a couple of months ago that things would look like this now, I never would have made some of those decisions but I can’t do that. So each and every moment has to be lived to its fullest no matter what I want it to look like. Because I’m the one who made those decisions back then and I just have to trust that I did them for the best reasons at the time. It may hurt like hell and I may want to sink into the ground to return to an easier time, but I just can’t. I can’t and my heart wants to split out of my chest but I have to trust. I have to trust not only the world and God to have the best intentions for me but I also have to trust myself that I made those decisions for a reason, a reason I may not remember now but I will thank myself for later.