it's not you, it's me

I'm not writing for you. I'm writing so I don't have to suffocate in my own thoughts and the dark tangents my mind goes to. I'm writing so that I don't trip over my own feet over and over again. I'm writing so that I don't keep all this hatred pent up as my heart darkens and rots away bit by bit, crumbling at the slightest touch. I'm not writing for you. I'm writing for me.