my (in)sincerest apologies

I'm not sorry. I have to stop saying sorry even though I don't mean it. How many times will I say those words until they're so worn down that they no longer have any more meaning? When will I learn that the words "sorry", "I love you", and "thank you" are much more important than we've made them seem? Each word, each phrase holds so much value and weight and yet I throw them around way too easily. It's amazing how often I've said "I'm sorry" specifically. I'm already tired of hearing it myself. After a while, I wonder to myself if I'm really sorry or if it just became a habit to say. If I live my whole life being sorry for everything I do, I'll lose sight of who I am and become insincere to others and to myself. I can't please everyone all the time - I have to remember that. Granted, there are things that are definitely worth a "sorry", but not everything warrants that valuable phrase.